history

I write history of me

I have been writing this for forty years

I write for me some times wistfully for my readers there are some occasional

it is not pleasant reading - besides typo there are often absence of no or not

i also delete most of them when I believe they are repetitive has no content for others to learn

last night too I was about to destroy

i stopped it is not necessary

i must convey as is observation

i m not making anything out of me for any after all

my history does not matter to me

how can this be useful to others

what am i trying to teach

what one must learn

why one is born

to move pebbles some distance

universe is organism

that one is

that is built singularly one

that is nothing of the universe

has no superior peer or inferior

the lord of paradise

there is no division

allisoneandwholeindivisible

the illusion of many is illusion of me

one has no option but wait till illusion evaporates

illusion is transient