unit of time

the unit of time can't be any terrestrial - second minute day or year

some how all thinking men claiming superiority over others promote some unified theory

and take them to their death

some talk about it still in their life time

recently I listened to some lectures of one of my teachers in his mid nineties now talking about his unified model of estimation during the lecture it was very clear no one is listening to him

that was perhaps in mid 1980s

this days he still carries some slides of heuristic estimations started by his mentor 70 years back

earning him 500 grams of gold and guy medal

I am emotional to take off in that direction to show how inadequate is our power of thoughts to discover truth in illusion

(truth is essential for human prediction)

I am told by them, thinking philosophers, that some billions of years ago there was no earth

I do not understand then how could there be 'some billion years ago' and how can be now units of time - minute or second when they did not exist some billion years ago

I frankly do not understand the speed of light and that is not only inflexible but correlates distance and time into a bond and can be used to measure everything terrestrial including silver or gold

that much I have to say about unified theories

except to remind they came from Hindu scriptures

where the unified theory is some thing totally on the contrary

'all is illusion and that is truth absolute'

it is for individuals to witness for themselves and not propose any theory

(illusion is illusion, there is no truth in illusion not even relative, it is delusion)

(I have no claim of superiority over anyone in fact I am the absolute unit of idiocy)

What is wrong with Hillary Clinton

I can't predict unlike any. 
Whenever I did, I failed (in private life as well as public).
I had tremendous bias towards my ability to analyze or gauge from news reading; but I misread and my hopes of future is dashed and not listened to by whoever in charge of creation of future.
My brother Gopal was better suited to predict tugged far away in a corner of world with 3 miles radius.
My brother Kamal was very quiet never given in to prediction even though certainly he was better probabilist than anyone I have known.
He was very practical since he played bridge where probability is not top skill but basic; here to be a bridge player one must place the cards in correct position with certainty - I am just echoing his words.
Recounting 2008 election campaign - it was clear from the very beginning Republicans were chosen to lose - they had no option but support the greedy war of Iraq and ordinary Americans were inflicted with wound beyond repair would not support.
Hilary Clinton was not supposed to get nomination of Democrats despite money and ideas. She did not have touch with people even though she was in public for twenty years. It was unrealistic ambition to climb the throne based on merit. She had to give way to an under dog - one time senator with borrowed ideas but people believed him to be more sincere than Hilary.
There is no sincerity in her. In the next 4 years after election she proved that much. She took the portfolio of Secretary of states traveled more than million miles visited above 100 countries created personal network of people of influence not for benefit of America but for her personal fortune. Kept nations secrets in her own computer and not ever shared with nation. Money spent on war never benefited America in fact created a demon called ISIS far worse than Al-Qaeda every where in the world Iraq Libya Syria Yemen Bangladesh ...
Result of her diplomacy for self benefit.
Future will tell if Hilary is preferred choice of the creator - that is - she is what America deserves.

i am expecting bad

i am expecting bad all the time
it reflects in my dream

i am told there is nothing abnormal about

failure

My repeated attempts to take over the control of the world failed miserably.

i could not even make scratch on the glass wall that hides illusion

nor was i able to view the illusion without huffing puffing or further imagination

i achieved no control

illusion is divine it is impossible change or imagine something else

i have to eat the dinner however foul or impossible for human consumption

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বলার বা ভাবার বা করার বা মনে রাখার বা মাপার কিছু নেই
এখন আমার সব আনন্দ 

all is within my mind

24/7/365 days my body mind and all entities surrounding me is complaining.
i can't shut them down my senses
i can't leave here and now
i have no option but listen without putting plug in any of my senses
i can't eliminate any source

nothing ever is going to happen as per my wish
whatever happens and if i m listening
I must accept in dead silence without option without any doing

when nothing is happening
i have no option but wait for my sensors to pick up some sensation
eventually when they do
i must listen in dead silence

<mission silence>
<living in harmony with myself >
<myself is mine infested>

i accept all

yes

i no longer like to return to public

i have nothing to give

i have nothing to teach

i have nothing to appreciate

i have nothing

what is tomorrow i have not answered  except that i did not find it today

i no longer ask that i don't follow

can any thing be changed

i can't answer

without me there is night and day

with me it is both hard to live